I lost my youth in a rainy night

I never felt so sick.
I have always been a sad kid but a couple of weeks ago i lost my youth.
I lost it seeking for someone, dismissin the saddest tought from my mind.
But the saddest tought was the clearest truth.
I lost my youth driving too many miles in too few hours.
I lost it sitting silently in my car, beside my closer friend.
I lost my youth smoking too many cigarettes in a too short time.
I lost my hopes crying on the sunset, crying after too much time,
next to a river. And the river takes away a part of me.

Life couldn't be the same for me. Love won't refill this abyss

I lost my youth in a rainy day, I miss you every fuckin' night